Humbling Myself

Since graduating from college, I have been struggling a lot.  My 3+ years at my university were some of the greatest, most challenging years of my life so far, especially in regard to my faith in Christ.  I began there as a fairly new believer who had little to no knowledge of the Bible, let alone the many amazing characteristics of God.  I had absolutely no idea that God would lead me to such things as sharing my story, serving in leadership, preaching in front of my peers, or working in vocational ministry.  Yet He did.  I grew closer and deeper to Him than I thought I could... and then I graduated.  That sounds so melodramatic, I know.  Since then, though, the Lord has led me away from things that I thought were supposed to happen, and although I'm grateful that His plans are not mine, I have been and still am frustrated.

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